I’m really sorry to hear what you went through but being Gemini myself the one thing with us is our dual personalities. That can be interesting to some people but can be a real challenge for others. We do enjoy our freedom and most of us do not like to be tied down. Our brains need to be constantly stimulated. We are not very serious individuals.
But with that being said instead of focusing on astrological signs and trying to make sense of it, you really need to block all forms of contact with this guy. It is for your sanity and so you will be able to move on with your own life. In the meantime to fight depression…eat healthy and get regular physical activity. Do some things you enjoy doing that you haven’t done in a while. Look after you! Be good to you!